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Still Searching for Meaning

by Emma Forman

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Bad Karma 03:07
It was 1997 and we were just kids We started a band and lived like kings And I know we had the time of our lives Oh my God I wish we'd stayed intouch I miss you all Miss you all so much And I know I must shoulder the blame Oh I guess it gave me bad karma in the end But I wish we were still friends Yeah it gave me bad karma in the end What goes round comes round again Oh I know that fault lays with me Oh I know there were bridges I burned But I did that so I wouldn't return again I guess I needed a clean break But in the end it's my mistake I wish I'd reached out to you Oh I guess it gave me bad karma in the end But I wish we were still friends Yeah it gave me bad karma in the end What goes round comes round again Oh I guess it gave me bad karma in the end But I wish we were still friends Yeah it gave me bad karma in the end What goes round comes round again What goes round comes round again What goes round comes round again
2.
I know I'm not your first choice I don't even make your top ten But I promise you I'd be worth it If you'd just let me in I'll be the one to love you like no other could I'll show you real love I'll make you mine Before you make up your mind Let me have a moment Let me try Before you make up your mind Let me have a moment Let me try Try to seduce you Try to seduce you Try to seduce you Oh let me try Try to seduce you Try to seduce you Try to seduce you Oh let me try You're a jack of all trades But a master of none You've got a reputation Got a bad reputation Come on and practise all your moves on me Let's have a little fun Just a little fun Give it time I can make you love me back Give it time I can make you love me back Before you make up your mind Let me have a moment Let me try Before you make up your mind Let me have a moment Let me try Try to seduce you Try to seduce you Try to seduce you Oh let me try Try to seduce you Try to seduce you Try to seduce you Oh let me try
3.
I made a fool of myself trying to impress you But now I know that I don't deserve you You are so beautiful, gentle, and always tell the truth You let me down gently but I still hold a flame for you In the end I hope you found someone who loves you deeper than I could I hope you found true love The most honest thing I've ever said is I love you The most sincere thing I've ever done is when I Told you that I wanted to be the one by your side I wanted to spend my life with you That is the honest truth The honest truth So farewell brown eyes I hope life is kind to you I hope all your dreams come true I'm sorry I didn't get to be the one by your side Oh I would have loved you Would have loved you with all my heart But the honest truth is you deserve better than me The honest truth is I probably would have let you down The honest truth is you deserve better than me The most honest thing I've ever said is I love you The most sincere thing I've ever done is when I Told you that I wanted to be the one by your side I wanted to spend my life with you That is the honest truth The honest truth
4.
I saw you walking down the street with your latest flame It's no surprise to me cos the whole town is talking about you and what a shame it is that your wife don't know I guess you think it's so smart but one day someone will have to break the news to her Oh someone will have to break the news to her She'll be the last know and I think it's a shame The whole town is talking about you and your latest flame You maybe think what she don't know won't hurt her But her heart is gonna break Yeah her heart is gonna break Your temper with her is so short It's as if you blame her for your imperfections It's a cruel thing you are doing to her You really oughta pick a side You really oughta pick a side Is it her or your wife? Is it her or your wife? She'll be the last know and I think it is a shame The whole town is talking about you and your latest flame You maybe think what she don't know won't hurt her But her heart is gonna break When she finds out about your latest flame When she finds out about your latest flame When she finds out about your latest flame When she finds out about your latest flame
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You are dropping hints I know where this is going I just wanna be sure I haven't got my wires crossed Are you telling me you don't wanna be alone tonight? Are you telling me that you want my company? It is just for tonight It is just for tonight that you need that kinda company Are you sure you want that kinda company? Are you sure it is me that you want? Are you sure it's a lover not a friend that you need? Are you sure it is me you want? That kinda company That kinda company I know my heart skips beats when you enter the room But I didn't think you felt like that for me You gotta lay some ground rules down Baby tell me what you need Are you sure that you want that kinda company? Are you sure it is me that you want? Are you sure it's a lover not a friend that you need? Are you sure it is me you want? That kinda company That kinda company Are you sure it is me you want? That kinda company That kinda company oh oh oh That kinda company
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I need an honest conversation with you Please tell me what you really want Are we just going through the motions or is there something more serious going on? Everything has to end, I get that, I understand I just hope that we can still be friends We just seem to go from crisis to crisis We just seem to go from hot to cold in a heart beat We seem a little mismatched I guess what I'm trying to say is Maybe we should just be friends just be friends Just be friends just be friends We should just be friends just be friends Just be friends just be friends You take a little love You give a little love And I'm grateful for all you've given me So let's not have any awkward feelings I still love you but I'm not in love with you I still love you but I'm not in love with you We just seem to go from crisis to crisis We just seem to go from hot to cold in a heart beat We seem a little mismatched I guess what I'm trying to say is Maybe we should just be friends just be friends Just be friends just be friends We should just be friends just be friends Just be friends just be friends I know you'll make somebody so happy one day You'll get the wedding you dream of But I was never going to be a blushing bride it's just not my style we had some good times so hang on to that Yeah we had some good times We just seem to go from crisis to crisis We just seem to go from hot to cold in a heart beat We seem a little mismatched I guess what I'm trying to say is Maybe we should just be friends just be friends Just be friends just be friends We should just be friends just be friends Just be friends
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Conquered Me 03:01
We were just kids when we first met but now we are all grown up I guess I thought it would feel glorious than this I guess I wanted fireworks But love was silent, love was stealth It crept up on me It brought me to my knees But in a way it set me free It set me free All I wanna know is do you still love me? All I know is your love has conquered me Did I let my guard down for the wrong one? Or are there no mistakes in love? Time don't erase I still love you So tell me why time passes so quickly I can barely catch my breath back and a new day has sprung all the seasons are rushing by we all build a fortresses round our hearts so love cannot permeate the walls We all try to lock love out But it always finds a way back into our hearts We all try to lock love out But it always finds a way back into our hearts All I wanna know is do you still love me? All I know is your love has conquered me Did I let my guard down for the wrong one? Or are there no mistakes in love? Time don't erase I still love you
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You've got some nerve is all you say But you don't understand You don't play the game fair Moving the goal posts around again You say you love then you take it back again You've got my head in such a spin That I've been trying to give you up But my heart won't let you go I'd love to get to know you better I love the way you move your body I'd love to get to know you better Have you got any moves you want to show me? Show me your moves Let's dance the night away Show me your moves I wanna dance the night away Show me your moves Let's dance the night away Show me your moves I wanna dance the night away I'd love to get to know you better I love the way you move your body I'd love to get to know you better Have you got any moves you want to show me? Show me your moves Let's dance the night away Show me your moves I wanna dance the night away Show me your moves Let's dance the night away Show me your moves I wanna dance the night away I'd love to get to know you better I love the way you move your body I'd love to get to know you better Have you got any moves you want to show me? I'd love to get to know you better I love the way you move your body I'd love to get to know you better Have you got any moves you want to show me?
9.
This love feels like witchcraft You cast your spell on me and reeled me back in again Tell me that you love me it sends my heart racing You're the one thing I need, anticipating Well I know what it's like when you touch me When you hold me tight I feel alive Yeah there ain't no guarantees But I think you're the one I think you're the one I think you're the one for me Yeah there ain't no guarantees But I think you're the one I think you're the one I think you're the one for me It's an open shut case it's really obvious I've been rushing in haste But I gotta be honest Can't make you promises incase I break them So let's say let's take it as it comes Just take it as it comes Yeah there ain't no guarantees But I think you're the one I think you're the one I think you're the one for me Yeah there ain't no guarantees But I think you're the one I think you're the one I think you're the one for me Totally Spellbound I'm on my knees I just want you begging please You gotta understand Don't know what tomorrow will bring So hold my hand and hold me close Hold my hand and hold me close Cos you don't know what tomorrow will bring Yeah there ain't no guarantees But I think you're the one I think you're the one I think you're the one for me Yeah there ain't no guarantees But I think you're the one I think you're the one I think you're the one for me I think you're the one
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Kinda True 03:44
The last conversation we had I watched your eyes turn red and watched the tears stream down your face You were telling me You didn't want to see me again And I knew that she had ordered you to do that I was in tears too I was turning blue I couldn't catch my breath Kinda true Kinda not Cos I knew that you love me too Kinda true Kinda not Cos I love you too Kinda true Kinda not Cos I knew that you love me too Did you know that I spent so many mights crying over you? I felt like the world was ending Life had lost all meaning Did you know how I prayed that you'd pick me? But I knew that you'd pick her cos we've got this history history Kinda true Kinda not Cos I knew that you love me too Kinda true Kinda not Cos I love you too Kinda true Kinda not Cos I knew that you love me too Kinda true Kinda not Cos I love you too I don't talk about you anymore But I still see you every night in my dreams I've not let you go I'm still holding on I've not let you go I still holding on Still holding on Kinda true Kinda not Cos I knew that you love me too Kinda true Kinda not Cos I love you too Kinda true Kinda not Cos I knew that you love me too Kinda true Kinda not Cos I love you too
11.
This Hurt 03:06
Some of our dreams came true Some of our dreams crashed and burned One of those dreams was you Oh I had to say goodbye to you In a different place A different time It might have worked out differently The pain never disappears You just learn to live with the hurt You just learn to live with this hurt Part of me would give all I possess for another day just one more day with you Part of me can't go on But life marches on In a different place A different time It might have worked out differently But the pain never disappears You just learn to live with the hurt You just learn to live with this hurt You just learn to live with this hurt

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Written and performed by Emma Forman

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Emma Forman is a singersongwriter based in Scotland
In 2001 Emma performed her first solo acoustic gig, and has since gone on to carve out a reputation for herself as a fine much in demand singer songwriter. She has been compared with artists like PJ Harvey and Suzanne Vega. she has supported Frank Turner, James Grant, Julie Matthews, Astrid Williams, and many more ... more

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